So here I am thinking again what would’ve been like if we where together…You know…I would have been with him now if he…Wasn’t who he is…
If he wouldn’t end it we would be together now…I would go visit for 4 days,no work, no distance seperating us, but instead I am here,wearing his T-shirt-the one he gave me and smells like him- listening to “Someday” by Nickelback and wishing for the best-worse end there can be…
I wish we could get over ourselfes and make things work…
I am not sure why I wish for that…Even if he wants us back together I am not going back. I can’t…
my pride wont let me…
Its more than a shame we couldn’t make it to a better end.
And this is the part where…Where I have to say I miss him so much and it hurts like hell when I think of the days we’ve spend together.
God,these memories…
…rip my heart off.
Angels and halos and stuff... 