I was traveling again…
I went to see this guy I like,again…(No it wasn’t fun)
I have the weirdsest thoughts about life right now.
Pretty much now I am not really interested in living…But then again someone said last night that I should try to make the best out of life.How do I do that?
Oh well…Like he knows!!!Ahahah…
My freinds said that they missed me…How come,since,I am never around?I had to go abroad to miss me?And my parents started asking “How was it in Dubai,did you had a good time?” And I really don’t get their questions…What do you m e a n how was it in Dubai?Like you’ll ever know how great or awfull or hot or cold it was….I really have no words.
“How was Dubai?” ….”Well it was pretty much the same as it was the last time I was there…”
What more is it there to say?
And after that people ask…”Did you had a good time there?”
And thats the part where I am left out of words…
“Awww,no I had an awfull time…”
But I can’t really say that cause if I do I’ll have to answer more questions,like:”Why,what happened?”
And guess what?-I DO NOT WANT YOU TO KNOW-.
Lest all stick to “It was nice…”
No further questions-PLEASE!-.
Plus I have most of my female freinds asking me..”Did anything interesting happened?” after winking at me…
What am I supposed to say here?I know what I wanna say….3 words…”FUCK YOU BITCH”.
But just because I tend to pretend I am Ok I just say “No.”
What happened in Dubai stays in Dubai.
Ahahah…Kinda funny.
What really happened was that I screw up. I had people telling me that I should forget the one I claim to love. I really don’t know what to do. I have people telling me that “There is something wrong with me” and that I should “work on it and move on”. Maybe…Maybe not…Then again who are you to judge me?
I really like the guy who said that…But…I don’t know…
Oh forget it!!!
“I quit!”